solitarycollision

2009-06-08T00:41:00.002+08:00

its your life, you're old enough to make wise decision and you're old enough to think for your future.
think about what you want, is this really the kind of life you want?
you didn't change, you always doing things without thinking about the consequences..
/am i rlly tht bad../
you're not bad, you just didn't make the effort to think about the consequences.
if you know how to, will you be worrying about your final sentence now?
please think about it, its not that i want to say all these things to you.but i think you're old enough to do things wisely.
and at the same time i care for you.
/sometimes i feel very lost you know, like id wake up at 4pm nd dont know wht im gonna do for th day../
you're not studying/working now.
i'm so disappointed when i heard that you're in such situation you know..
you're just.. ruining your future.
think, its gonna be more difficult for you to find a job now.
you gave me a feeling that you're still not taking things seriously.
maybe its link about your bike & your sentence.
but don't you think that you should worry and fret more about things like how to get your life back on track and stuffs like that?
why are you worrying about your bike bike bike.
is that so important"?
it may be your passion, your love, but without getting a stable life, is those still as important?
so what if you got bike licence? your life is still gonna be so messy.
mumu, you're an adult now.

im sorry mumu, ive let you down.
nd nvrthless, thanks for always being thr for th past 4years.. )):

sucha failure.

2009-06-04T01:00:00.003+08:00

caryn's 18th !
happy bday girl..
in e pic, jcai caryn gab nd i..
jps school/class mates..
glad tht we'r still in contact.. :DD

nd pic with th cake nd everyone present.. tada~

i swear e chalet/bbq was one of e best ive even attended la..
food nicely cook'd nd prepared..
served upon arrival.. HAHA!.
thanks auntie.. :D

nd ya, we promise t make up t you yea, bday girl.. (: (:

2009-05-31T01:54:00.002+08:00

Listening no promises

e othr day at sentosa.

happy bday caryn. =D

well, went for caryn's bday chalet with gab nd cai..
was pretty alright.. (:

got home slightly late nd mum made a fucking big fuss over it..
damn it fucking shyt...
seriously idk wht i should nd wht i should not do t be th good son in their eye.
its not like i had been staying out all night nd stuff..
wht's th wrong?!
look, i know my situation best, i know wht im suppose nd wht im not supposed t do..
wht's th wrong with th world.. argh!
fuck it shyt man..
spoiling my mood for th night..
argh, whtever la...

2009-05-28T01:22:00.002+08:00

Listening nthg

i had become lazy t blog again.. ):
but well..
reporting t jimmy tmr, so yea..
hopefully i can still walk outside.. ):
nd update my blog as nd whn i want..

takecare all,
whn im not around..
i might be away but i wish t can stay..
loved. (':

2009-05-22T00:45:00.002+08:00

Listening nthg

some coolio tattoo i saw..

it says 'candidate for you soulmate'

cool right! hahaha.

caught fireball.. its nice id say..

but i fell aslp at e final match. super dumb.. -. -

update again. gaming time.. :D

2009-05-19T23:39:00.001+08:00

Listening its my fault to even cry

sis took this whn im going out..
random.

so well, nthg much..
gamed till dawn with jane last night..
new friend.. hah.

woke up in e evening t meet zeh at her work place nd came back home shortly aftr..
uber lame..
gaming at 12 again..
updatesssss. (:

2009-05-18T23:15:00.002+08:00

Listening thats why (you go away)

Baby won't you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head

Chorus:
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
There is something left in my head

Chorus

Yes i know

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore

Chorus

That's why you go away I know

holy shyt!
im so addicted t this song now.. damn!
but its uber nice i swear...

well, lunch'd at pizza hut with sj..
great chat.. =D
so sorry tht ive t leave early t deal with some matters..
so so sorry! id make it up t you i promise.. (:

alrights, nthg much..
met up with geraldine nd sulynn in e evening for alil lil while,
went t collect anastasia's phone,
back t meet zeh nd alan nd im back befor ten.. :D

chatting with debbie now..
tala~

2009-05-17T23:55:00.002+08:00

Listening hotdog

caught angels&demons at suntec with debbie ytd..
th show is kinda nice but it doesnt seem t relate much t th title.. =\

demon on th left nd angle on th right,

a devil maybe?
small lil devil horns.. hah!

ok, im feeling so lost now..
idk wht t do wht t say..
so just, fuck it la..

im gonna study nxt year..
wish me th best people.. (((:

2009-05-16T03:24:00.004+08:00

Listening close to you

Im just a kid - simple plan
I woke up it was 7
Waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think I got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me

And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And their gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me

What the fuck is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is nobody wants to be alone in the world

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me

Tonight
I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause im just a kid tonight

im like addicted t this song la..
th lyric's so true..

oh wells,
i wanna go back t study !
discussed with zehzeh earlier on..
we shall go back t study tgt nd work part time! :D
hopefully our plan can come true real soon.. rlly rlly,
giv me a school now nd i promise id study real hard..
take away all my freedom all my everything, i jus wanna study.. rlly rlly.

2009-05-15T03:36:00.003+08:00

Listening womanizer

jumpshot at poolside at lakepoint by anastasia.

thanks for th pic.. :D

had a great time laughing while trying t take this shot..

nd th dumb rocky forgot me aftr i go into th pool..

how can you! im th one who bathe you, cut your fur, takecare of you whn you were young !

dumb dog..

so well, nthg much t update on..

done up my room, more or less in position, short of a carpet.. hmm.

i want a custom made one..

had been staying at home lately..

cant rlly go out, so yea..

sighs.

i hate this, t th marrow t th core. ):

alrights, shall update again.

tmr perhaps..

anastasia, takecare whn you'r off at camp yea..

nd im still not used t calling you anastasia, huilin still sounds better.. =b

Close To You lyrics

Why do birds suddenly appear
Everytime you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you...

Why do stars fall off from the sky
Everytime you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be,
Close to you...

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
They decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair
And put a starlight in your eyes so blue

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you, all around
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you...

Just like me, they long to be
Close to you....

Just like me, they long to be
Close to you....

Aah...
Close to you....(4)

2009-03-25T18:02:00.002+08:00

Listening nthg

i dont like th rain la..
it flooded my path,

nd flooded th bus terminal,

how stupid can it get.. zzz.

ive lesson tmr at 0855..
super early! T-T

nd did i mention tht i had been sleeping rlly early these days, like 8pm im in bed nd im asleep by 9.. D:
miracle ehs.. hahaha..
ok, im rlly bored alr.. tala~

2009-03-24T20:19:00.001+08:00

Listening right round

im loved, no im not.

2009-03-23T21:14:00.002+08:00

Listening nthg

school is gork.
lesson from 0800hr t 0940hr,
nxt lesson from 1600hr t 1740hr.. -. -
sucha long interval tht i came home nd sleep.. lol.

tmr's lesson from 12 unto idk, hopefully 5+.. :D
meeting wenyong for lunch i guess..
lets got 2.1 tgt !
shahrul ! i cleared 1.2, chop chop la.. xD

ohwell, texting with trix t decide if i shd go out.. -. -
thinking of meeting zehzeh ltr on but going out means id be wasting money..
staying at home means id be dang bored..
wht shd i dooooooo. ):
thr's like no one t chat with me on msn... rahs!

2009-03-22T23:20:00.002+08:00

Listening innocence

grandpa's 70th bday..

went for e dinner thn back t gram's place for cake cutting..

th whole house was with noise la..

its super noisy i swear..

cldnt stand it nd went outside with cousin for aroma therapy.. :D

im having class tmr first thing in th morning at 8am.. T-T

most dreaded..

i dont like la..

but ive t attend nd graduate soon.. gork sia!

ohyea, thanks trix fer e text company tday. hahahaha..

without those text th dinner's gonna be dead bored i swear.. :DD

nd yes la, ima safe rider.. =b

so much for tday..

im turning in alr..

gnight world.. (:

2009-03-18T08:29:00.002+08:00

Listening what hurts the most

king albert & irc with

leon , myself , daniel.

so, tht bytch made me waited like a cock at king albert for some 30mins not knowing whr in th blue hell he is..
gork sia!
ovr t irc for L4D..
anthr gork thing.. wasted how-damn-long figuring out how t host nd join..
noob la..
okay, i like such gaming session.. :DD

breakfast at macs nd talk'd bout bikes till 7 nd return..
im dead beat nd ive t attend class ltr on at 9+.. hell.
oh, did i mention tht ive just enrolled myself into a new school,
which means id be having lesson once again.. :(:

you were the boy who spend at least 3days a week playing sports with yer team.
you were the boy who spend every weekend dancing with yer clique.
you were the boy who spend every night at home with your bed.
but you were never the boy who eat like a boy, living on potato chips nd pepsi.
you are a boy who is also a guy,
the guy who taught your loved ones the right thing.
the guy who gave in in relationship,
the guy who suffered in relationship,
the guy who go the extra mile in relationship,
just to satisfy and touch the girl he love deep inside her heart.
look what you've become?

and you are me, you is me.

i look into the mirror,
the same face, same person, same leslie.
yet inside, what hav i become..
im starting to dont know myself..

2009-03-14T05:02:00.002+08:00

Listening idk e title.

a present for doris on her bday by lyndy liping nd wanjun, some othrs did contribute i guess.

like a funny only! haha!
anyway, happy 19th bday.. =D

yea, was celebrated at boatquay..
raining bar.. (:
thn went ovr t amber.. 2 martell 2 chivas.. :D

very soon aftr tht was my bday alr. on e 12th t be exact..
last min plans, thanks jeff nd flora zeh for planning nd thanks all who came..
jiaxian, sihui, susu, liping, lyndy, doris..
andy, regina, kapoh, youbo.. thanks all.. =D

never thr less,

DEREKWEE! :DD
thanks for your red label.. hahahha.
thanks alot yea.. much appreciated..

cute right! this cock.. lols.
this was taken at msq.. wondering whr it is eh..
its somewhr outside famou amos.

thn dinner at glutton's bay was, BEST LA...

thanks ppl.. my stingray.. :DD

loves!

nd this was on display at esplande..

piano..

did i ever mention tht i can play th piano?

well, in th past at least.. hahaha..

thanks for all th wishes ppl..

smses, calls, comments on fs..

thanks ppl.. =D

//well,

i know this kinda thing is hard t be accepted..

so i dont expect you t accept it..

ive told you th truth from th beginning.. you cld hav told me you cant accept it nd mark th end thr..

ive no regrets.. i caused this on my own, im mentally prepared for th worst..

since you've choose this path.. tkcare for th coming days..

id carry on living my solitary boy life.. (:

id smile in th coming days,

like this..

with you always in my heart..

you know how much i misses you, ive told you so..

i'd be waiting..

gnight nd gmorng. (:

2009-03-07T06:48:00.002+08:00

Listening huang hun

back from kap..
thanks bytch for th companion, thanks leon too.. (':

anyhow, went for L4D as i said..
nice game time.. hasnt had such thrill for quite awhile..
it did release some of my stress, seriously..
but still, back at kap aftr gaming, i was close t tears..

why!
aftr a year, its still coming back to me..
is this wht is said t be 'it will be with you for life'..?
perhaps it rlly is..
just whn i want t piece everything back again, its too late..

wht will you do if th only way t save your son is to sacrifice his brother.
think hard on this question ppl..
just imagine you've children la, dun answer 'ive no children. hahaha.'
imagine nd answer..

yes, this is th kinda pain im stuck in..
smthg tht not many ppl wld understand nd experience..
sighs, all i can do is t put up with this on my own..

if one day you call nd i din answer,
if one day you text nd i din respond,
look for me cause i might no longer be around..
paradise awaits. (':

2009-03-07T00:10:00.002+08:00

Listening FM

im at king albert right now..
my bytch's here t listen t my rants nd sorrows!
thanks man.. :DD

so well, had been staying in much these days..
just not in th right mood.. ):

eh, lim mumu wood wood ! whr are you!!
why are you not back yet.. you told me you'd text me whn you'r back..
its past 12 alr lehhzxczc! ):
text me once you see this okay! (:

elaine might be coming ovr t join us..
nd we'r going for L4D.. hohs.
lets play through th night man.. drown all sorrows in zombies. -. -
sounds so wrong, but whtever.. i like.. :D

2009-03-06T00:45:00.002+08:00

for a moment i realise im very selfish. ):
mighty lord please change me..

eh girl, you, lim mumu !
thanks alot, indeed alot..
ovr th past 3 t 4 years, thanks for everything..
thinking back on our misunderstanding nd unhappiness,
i find myself stupid, very stupid..
it was all my bad.. sorry!

without know, it had been a good 3 or 4 years alr..
you too din realise right!
look how kiddy you were whn i first knew you,

*HAHA! i had your this pic up, mumu.. xD

nd th you now, grown up poly lady..

time do flies...
aftrall, th bottom line is,
thanks alot mumu..
very much loved! ^.^

2009-03-05T21:41:00.002+08:00

Listening i'll remember you

birdpark with sister..
i bought a super cute penguin! xD
im going back for th bigger one someday soon..

well, kinda caught up in relationship issue again..
damn it fug i swear..
wht's love, define love..

you aint showing me wht you said, wht you promised.
why is thr deals in a r/s.
how can this go on..
i cant possibly do this for th next decade, im name iron boy but im not literally made of iron..
ive my own life too.
im sorry, all good things come t an end..
its you who told me nthg last forever.. tkcare.

o4o3o8 we lost you,
you'd always be in mum nd dad's heart, baby girl. )):
daddy miss you!

2009-03-02T00:27:00.002+08:00

CASSY i watch'd it like last year. nd no doubts its super nice.. :DD
♥MAGDELINE hellos. =D
CASSY -
MAGDELINE (:
mumu, im reviving it alr. =D
` # ♥elaine. hahaha, it had been so long alr.. my bday's coming!
Liling sure thang. (:
MOMMY A update alr la, siao eh call who leh you..
E.mily yeps. alrights. (:
Shihweeeeee! sorry uhs bestfriend, hasnt been online much for e past months, im coming back alr. i guess..
liiPiin6s_Guii no more beh mor.. lol. yea sure, ring me soon.. (:
JOSEPHINE lols. im super late t reply this.. hahaha.
ELAIN -
gina! hellos gina.. =D
MOMMY A -

im reviving my blog once again.. =D
hope id be able t update frequently.. stay tune'd ppl..
tag t lemme know thr's audience.. :D :D

2008-11-06T01:17:00.002+08:00

Listening ghost of you

treasure whoever's ard you..

brothers, sisters, girlf, boyf nd everybody who's impt t you..

dont let em flow away like a ovr flowing pail, wht you get is pure regrets..

nd so,

i had been kinda busy these days..

hasnt been sleeping good nd all too..

got curfew from parents as well nd i hate it, i super hate it !

): ):

ima big boy, why must i hav curfew.. ):

98deg - why (are we still friends)

TAGS REPLIES:

ELAINE hahaha, ask me out thn! always say miss me thn din ask me out.. =b

LYNDYS serious, so fast ehs e news.. abit xia dao. D:

Joyce okies. (:

lil girl hellos again, tkcare too. (:

Yeeting. neh wht thing lei, nd im not jinmao!

liling lols. im lazy t update urh. hasnt been at home.. =x

MOMMY A. lol. dear only, call dear also like tht.. im still single larhzxc..

jianyang xmm chalet leh! lol. thn wht wld yal be doing instead of chalet.. :O

2008-10-28T05:16:00.003+08:00

Listening party people

had been busy for e past few days..
din even hav th time t come home, so yea, no updates..
here i am tday.. early in th morng 0532am.. -. -

ohwell,
town'd on sunday for movie with regina..
coffin, okay we din stay throughout th show..
things happened.. shyto..

anyhow, dinner befor tht at cc'ofc.

sheperd's pie. :D

nd thr lor~

movie at cine.. (:

okay whtever it is..

i always find myself caught up in such issue.. f it..

i seriously dont quite believe a brothr can speak this of you for th sake of a girl,

no not just any girl but a girl whom he knew for just a day.. is this th defination of anygirl?

seriously i cldnt believe he actually spoke ill of me.. totally sad'd..

nd anthr jerk is, mother fucking speak nd act like a total different person in th presence of his girlf..

like, c'om! wht's wrong with th people th teens on earth..

sometimes i seriously dont understand these people..

who's more impt exactly..

brothr or girls..

guys are all jerks! )x

yet im a guy. fuck it!

2008-10-24T01:37:00.002+08:00

Listening right where you want me

e othr day in class taken by mr wang, i was on e lappy.

i ask'd him t send me th photo.
me: sir, send me th pic.
wang: okay wait.
*pause*
wang: ok, wht is your number.
me: number? for fuck you want my number.
wang: you want me to send you, mms ah. number?
me: stupid shyt la you, bluetooth!
hayqal (th guy beside me): he too rich, duno how t spend money.
wang: same mah, its only 40c.

like totally wtf i swear..
nd ive t teach him how t send it via bluetooth.
t think he bought a n85 8g.. dont know how t use.. sucker. -. -

nd i saw this on my classroom's whiteboard.
sucker.
click t enlarge.

school was, yada yada..
met debbie during lunch, chill'd nd stuff till lester end class nd went t bugis.

our lunch, hot plate pork.

tempting isnt it!
black pepper pork.. *drools

jyea, got a magic blazer..
spent quite a bomb on it.. but its nice!
th inside is silk, i like. :D

shpy!
do take good care of yourself nd hav a speedy recovery..
you know im worried.. cause you'r shpy!
i might be alil lag t come t know of it tht you'r ill, my bad..
but still, take good care of yerself nd dont make ppl worry okay!
get well soon, imy. (:

/ps, second chance by faber drive is my fav song for now. tune in to it ppl..

2008-10-20T04:57:00.002+08:00

dou niu yao bu yao

sweet ehs!

cute right!

awww~

nd th super cute monkey !
i want th monkey too! xD

nd omg,
this is th second time in so into a drama series..
this is super nice i swear..
oh so sweet a story..
nd! qianna's pretty too, sadly i cant get a picture of hers.. ):

th way she present herself,
th way she act nd all..
ohmy cute.. xD
same for hebe too.. hahahahaa.

th guys,
yasia, trio are cute..
senluohe not tht cute thou.. e othr two is cutter.. xD
zichong is kinda cool.. wow~
lmao..

due t wht happened on wed night,
i cant sleep nd hasnt slpt for th past few nights..
spent all th night watching douniu..
nd yea, speaking of not sleeping these night, i had been sleeping in th day..
from dawn till evening/night nd th cycle goes on.. T-T

ost. 你最近还好吗

挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底你能不能收到它
天有点冷风有点大城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜褃回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念褃挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬
昨天远了明天还长回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下

问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜褃回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念褃挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念褃挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

2008-10-19T02:20:00.002+08:00

Listening nthg

dou niu, yao bu yao.

yasia!
im so into this show recently..
th story is so sweet, touching nd loving
yet sad..

hebe is fucking cute, pretty adorable i swear.. D:
but rlly, omg.. drop dead.

anyhow, nthg much t update on so yea..
watched dou niu into th wee hours till dawn ytd nd i spend tday sleeping till 7pm..
went for hot plate beef with sean for dinner thn ovr t jianyang's place for abit nd came home.. (:

having event at noon tmr..
hang ovr i swear... T.T

2008-10-17T02:18:00.003+08:00

Listening nthg

well nthg much t update on..
wasnt feeling well last night..
running a fever, headache nd idk, my whole body was just aching like some shyt..
got home nd dive'd into bed..

e othr at imm with maverlyn'nuer..
th old imm.. coolio la. its creepy thou.. :D

nd a new mp3 tht i cant seem t transfer any song into it..
fug. #^$&**^%$#$% !

D.
dont act tough infront of girls wld you..
dont join us for drinks if you cant hold your liquor nd cant open your wallet..
sucker. owe me money till now hasnt return..
how long had it been alr! stewpit sharks.. -. -
how random.

Sister!
brothr love you! =DD

2008-10-14T18:20:00.002+08:00

Listening jenny

graduated with my testimonial in my hand. =D

yes, my bad.

i shouldnt hav did those dispite yourj words..

i should hav just let everything fade away..

i aint siding anyone, thou i ought t side youj..

any part of this looks like its wht i ever wanted?

somethings just cant be help'd !

yes, youc might say im adding oil t th fire,

so am i suppose t speak or shut? tell me !

i speak, rubbing into it.

i shut, look as thou i dont giv a phuck.

just exactly wht shd i do man.. i swear i. dont. know. !

i dont want t loose youj, do youj like understand?

youj'r my priority among all.. almost nthg is worth forsaking youj..

but yet, yourj words, yes it hurts t see those words from youj..

on e othr hand, thing had come t this stage with youh alr..

wht shd i do like rlly..

im so so lost for once..

let go of everything? aint tht th best way out..

like wht ive did in th recent past, disappear from everyone leaving th mindset tht ive went ovrseas for good..

sounds dumb.. whtever i mean.

its hard t be a person of his words, rlly.

ohwell, enough of tht..
thanks jy for th cheering up shyt thou you din do a rlly good job.. =b
well, went back t secondary sch tday nd got my testimonial.. was kinda happy bout it! :D
dah~ im lazy t type em out, othr time maybe.. (:

sleepovr, ovrnight study is definitely fun with sean nd jy..
i've your secret ! hohs.
nd jyea, im jealous, yes i am, jealous of you two..
i envy th two of you.
treasure em ya.. ((:

anthr study night with sean ltr on..
yes, my hibernation ehs..
idk, maybe this is good or some shyt.. well whtever, i live my life..
heading t entertainment for dinner with nuer soon..
tada~

travelling with no destination.
this is chivas life..

2008-10-13T22:17:00.002+08:00

Listening nthg

yosa, im at jianyang hentai's place? :D
sean here too.. nd thy'r conferencing with their girls, stupid attacheds.. ):

i. cant. concentrate. -. -

byes~

2008-10-12T23:01:00.002+08:00

Listening fall for you

sentosa from vivo.

happy belated bday, liping. now you'r officially older thn me. hah!
hit town at night ytd t meet flora'sis nd e othrs, chill ard cine..
saw familiar faces, yao alvin sihui.. =D
thn went ovr t bq.. raining bar. (:

celebrated liping's bday nd stuff..
met uncle thr, drank tgt.. hah!
cab'd back at 6 in th morng nd had a hangovr.. -. -

cldnt get up on time at 12 nd got up at 3..
im soso late t meet sister nd friend la..
sorries!
nd well, went t suntec, msq nd bugis with sister nd friend thn off t mt faber for dinner with all relative.. ._.

th dinner was nice. :D
i had 3 bowls of rice.. xD
caught up abit with cousin nd stuff..
th babies grown up alr!
this shows how long it had been since th last time i met em.. -. -

thn came home~

SisterJ.
sorry for being selfish.
sorry for giving you th black face whnever foul words come out from yer mouth nd i myself use those words too.
sorry for being fierce twards yer studies issues nd i myelf dont study.
nd othr stuff too..
always say 'cause im your brother, im older, its difference' is just a pure lousy excuse..
sorry for not being a role model, a good example t you..
sorry sister. ):

second chance.

2008-10-10T20:38:00.002+08:00

Listening take a bow

aint wht it looks.

drinking nd chitchat plus catch up session with cousin ch two days back at holland v. (:
my best nd closest cousin id say..
we can talk bout everything, yes everything..
he has my secret, i hav his.. we keep it between ourself..
blood is thicker thn water..
kinda sadcase tht i dont hav a pic of his face.. ._.
he say its gay. stupid..

ive alot,
yes i mean alot, t rant..
skip if aint interested..

I HATE AHBENG, FUCK THEM MAMA FONG PAPA DAI. LOW CLASS, NO CLASS. BURN IN HELL !
fuck th idiot who created skinnies..! make ahbeng suchan eyesore..
skinnies are meant t be worn with SHOE ! (ahbeng wear em with slipper)
ahbeng suck big time !! nd im always labeled as an ahbeng ! WHY THE FUCK.
nd why am i always link'd with ahbengs !
argh, damn those people..

i wanna put my head into th freezer nd sniff it all night long.
i want t buy a transparent umbrella, buy me on someone?
i want t move house, i dont wanna stay here, i wanna move t somewhr whr noone knows me.
right now, i wanna go t hollan v's harry's t chill !

thr's alot more but im sick of it..
arghh!!

at e end of th day, whn th sun sets,
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

isolation from next week on.
goodbye love..
hopefully it wldnt be, outta sigh outta mind people.. (:

2008-10-07T12:18:00.002+08:00

Listening nthg

holy mama cow.
die die die..
go and die..
my clock is seriously wronggg..
im sleeping at like, idk wht time.
id wake up super early in th morng nd stay up for long thn sleep for dang long, up t 24hrs.. D:
totally wth mann..

well,
saturday was maverlyn'nuer 's bday.
went fer her bday celebration at her place aftr my event at le meridien..
damn, th hotel is damn small, th ballroom im saying..
i swear its damn small man.. 3 times smaller thn panpac. wtf.

i got home early in e morng on monday nd slpt at 10am,
until tday morng 5am, i woke up till now im awake.. stupid shyt..

2008-10-05T09:33:00.002+08:00

Listening nthg

good morng, skay at 0640.

good morng, sky at 0659. (:

friday first..
up e whole night nd went for macbreakfast at like 8 in th morng.. =D
came home thn went t meet joyce'sister at her school..
she was with kat thn..
walk'd t idk which mac nd sister din lemme eat !!
how evil i swear, dont even lemme me eat, i was so so hungry larhh..

cab t parkway, studied nd shop'd for present..
bus t pasir ris nd parted aftr abit..

th lil frog, toad i caught at parkway.. haha!

went t dte for chalet.
was made th satayman.. - .-
some said my satay was nice, some said it was okk.
help'd with th bbq-ing nd stuff, ate only alil for myself.. ._.

had some great chat with th people thr,
some were pure stranger thou.. D:

aftr 4 years,
yes i swear i had nvr expect this t happen..
aftr 4 years, th feeling creeps back..
damn! i swear i fugging swear i nvr once tot this wld happen..
but th fact is, it did.. for tht night. whn i saw you sleeping in his embrace..
get it ovr, move on shyt, me.

suddenly i feel lost for words. ):

nd certainly, thanks joanne,
for yer company..
nd understanding.. ((:

see how num owns. :DD

get th shyt ovr, once nd for all..
goodbye, all~

2008-10-02T21:35:00.002+08:00

Listening shoulda woulda coulda

idk-

i dont feeling like talking t anyone now..
idk, wht's wrong.. but i just dont..
sorry babyhl for putting yer text on hold,
sorry sisterj for not texting you.

i want t put my head in th freezer nd sniff it th whole night through.. :D

guess im going out again soon..
hopefully..
redwine session this sat 4/10, anyone? {:

JJ nd i.
ps/ i look weird.. ._.

2008-10-02T04:37:00.002+08:00

Listening a kinda of love called let go

carl bartlett el diablo 2 sturgis special
if only this is legal in spore, i swear id own it mama.. :D

wellllll,
idk, had been sleeping pretty much..
got bombarded with calls nd texts while im sleeping.. T-T
jj text'd nd asked me out so i got up nd went t meet him, sebest, huili{?} nd ahgirl{?} (he's a guy, tht's he's nick).. -. -

had super early dinner,
spicy pork.. was kinda nice i felt, smthg like tepan yaki.. :D
oh, did i mention thr's toriQ at jp.. be excited, lester.. =DD
now ive reasons t make you ton with me.. hah!
back t th point..
bump ard, arcad'd nd stuff..
daytona, lmao, such a yesterday game.. xD
para'd, my sweet banana.. xDD

chill'd at my area, off t huili's thn back t my place..
watch'd tv.. wtf.
huili nd jj kept saying th 9pm drama on channel8 is nice, ok its kinda nice actually.. hahaha.

thy left nd i continue watching my tv..
till now, get this done nd im off t bed, i guess. (:

[self note]
3/10 friday, chalet at dte
4/10 saturday, performance at bb
5/10 sunday, performance in town
9/10 thurs, jj's bbq
11/10 saturday, event at bb
[/self note]

my drawing/doing e othr day while chilling..
its written using soysauce! :DD

SisterJ.
i seriously do hope tht you mean your words..
i myself aint a person meant for studies, i din do well for my secondary school.
i dont wish t see my sister, you, taking th same path. moreovr, you've made it t sec3e alr..
move on t 4e.. giv your best, regardless th result th outcome, brothr here wld be contented.. (:

MummyA.
got a new boyf, i shall grats you befor anything..
hopefully he'd be th second guy who can,
cook for you,
nag at you,
spend th night with you whn you got locked out,
cheer you up whn you'r down,
make you smile whn you frown,
shower you with care nd love like never befor..
think twice..
takecare nd all th best..
take yer underpast, id go on my ovrhead bridge.. (:
farewell, so long~

2008-10-01T04:40:00.002+08:00

Listening nthg

digital speedometer

midship muffler

omg, dropdead cool!
introducing ... ... ...

yamaha yzf r125 ! xD

movie earlier on with nic,
connected.. yasia, its actually has th similar storyline as th english version, cellular.
its night thou.. :D
worth watching..

decicated to,

MumuLZ.
ive seen yer updates nd ya, texted you too..
seriously hope you'd cheer up nd get ovr this soon..
id always be here fer you mumu.. smiles ya, i like t see yer smile.. (:
cheers, this is just part of like, get ovr this nd bring me yer smile alrights mumu..

SisterJ.
sigh,
im disappointed.. rlly. ):
ive put in t effort t make sure you'd do well yet you tell metht you'r giving up on yerself,
yer studies, yerfuture, my effort..
i din mean t be fierce nor angry..
sigh, ignts alr. seriously sister..
you've disappoint me. no more zoo, no more birdpark..

BabyHL.
aftr sunday, i spend th night out with my friends, till now..
i felt tht things had been different.. you dont text me as often, your replies seems moodless..
is smthg bothering you or is it tht things are rlly different between us alr.. ):

FerrisWheelS.
ive seen yer updates nd stuff..
i was worried, thn im disappointed, now my heart's like a stone..
damn gekxim.. ):

2008-09-28T18:18:00.002+08:00

Listening tongue tied

beauty, perhaps.

thr's so much i wanna blog about..
but, im lazy t think.. T-T

One - you're like a dream come true
Two - just wanna be with you
Three - Girl its plain to seethat you're the only one for me
Four - repeat steps one through three
Five - make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
then I'll start back at one...

yasia, one of th best song i swear..
back at one by brian mcknight.

had been sleeping late nd getting up late.. T-T
nd joyce'sister !
make sure you study hard uhh,
sorry for being fierce twards you..
i hope you know my point..
dont waste my effort. (:

dusk.

tags reply
LYNDYS : hah! saturday leh, gone lohh~ now sunday alr.. lol.
MoJoJoJoyceee♥ : e nxt time i see him ya. (:
Eilly : oh okays.
lingmin : hellos back! :D

2008-09-25T22:33:00.001+08:00

Listening always be my baby

im lazy t update..
im feeling super super sleepy..
lucks t all who'r taking their os, ns nd eoy.. =D

boatquay on saturday, anyone? (:

2008-09-24T01:19:00.003+08:00

Listening nthg

yasia,
thr's this despo bastard out thr, look at his conver with my sister..

him: got new bf le ah?
her: no
him: ...
her: siao
him: got ppl jio you?
her: dont have la
him: den can i hav de pleasure to jio you mah?? ^^
him: haha
her: _l_
him: i wont let you be sad de

him: when can i date you for lunch?
her: when i die
him: ...

him: you stay clementi?
her: westcoast la
him: can la
him: i go find you for lunch
him: ^^
him: then we can hav some twosome time
him: haha

him: i know you miss me alot de lei
him: tht's why you cant bear to sleep
her: go die
him: you see
him: you scold me means you love me alot lei
him: i know everything
him: ^^
him: hahaha
her: dont be lame la wahlao
him: scold me lame somemore
him: means you shy le
him: hahaha

yes la,
i know in your mind you must be thing WTF right..
exactly wtf la..
of everyone, she target my twin sister, you'r so wrong man..
do this again nd see wht i'd do..
dont try anything funny la, seriously..
nobody bullies my sister okay. (:

nd speaking of tht..
joyce sister owe me a happy meal from mac! xD
dont forget uh sister.. :D
nd hor! im not golden mushroom ogay, ahlian.. xb

nd yasia,
nthg alr..
my hongkong trip! :D

2008-09-21T00:29:00.002+08:00

Listening nthg

Dear Mr.Dummy Oscar
-i give you a fuck dummy doll 'love' that i made with my might. please give this 'love doll' your SEmen. and show me that scene on television tonight at 0:00am.
-if you break this promise, i'll explode dummy bombs at two places where is a large crowd of people.
-th reason why i appointed the time at 0:00am is my just goodwill.
-would you try make-love with that doll? it may explode if you do it.
-aren't you afraid of it?

HAHA!
i saw this from a comin.. super funny i swear..
esp whn you read th comic, th story.. lmao!

well, aftr days of staying uptown i went t town tday.. =D
met corin at her block, she took forever t come down. -. -
off t bugis t meet joyce'sister, joey nd weiting.. yeps.
walk'd ard nd lester joined us..
went ovr t town..
walk'd ard, chill ard..
ohyes, vivien's working at cine's FP.. hahaha.
she cldnt recognise me at first.. rahs.

ovr t fareast nd kinda parted..
went fer longjohn with lester nd went t look fer his aunt aftr tht..
walk'd ard nd stuff, corin nd lester's friend, paul nd anthr corin's friend i-forgot-his-name, joined us..
thn~ corin's friend sihui nd jovin joined us.. -. -
so many ppl.. ok lame.
yes, sounds as thou thr's lotsa ppl but wht,
sister, weiting nd joey left for tamp..
corin nd e othr two guys left for idk-whr..
sihui, jovin, lester nd i -.- went t lido's macafe t chill thn..

jovin nd i. (:

sihui.

ovr t ps t walk ard..
okay, we parted with th girls thr..
nd yasia, damn happening at tamp i swear, thy call'd lester so many times unto he's afraid of answering nd i answered for him.. HAHA!
accept her la, world class beauty.. lmao~
(no offence)
down t zonex nd saw mummyA.

mummyA.
thou we dont contact much these days,
neithr do we meet up often..
whr hav all th things i taught you went to?
being rebellious as whn-i-first-know-you..
wht? you've changed for th good nd now back t how you use t be?
i din fulfill my words of 'taking care of you' but your well being definitely do means smthg t me..
its okay tht you dont wanna listen t my words,
as you said, since last year ive been nagging at you bout e same issue..
think about it, i dont wanna say much..

AND!
introducing,

yamaha yzf r125 !

fucking pretty isnt it !
fuel injection, electric ignition, 14l fuel tank..
omg la, this is one kick ass machine i swear!
get me this nd id love you for life.. xDD
or perhaps 50% of e full price for just downpayment{?} id love you t bits nd pieces too! xDD

2008-09-19T10:42:00.002+08:00

thanks MuMu`LLZ!
nd thanks shihwee bestfriend!

thanks aton for last night's msn companion,
which rlly rlly cheer'd me up..
esp llz's...
i want t eat maggie but no egg,
cab th egg t your hse,
7-11 dont sell just 1egg, dun wan t buy.. lmao!
nd besfriend,
th picture made you laugh real hard, didnt it.. xDD
thanks people..
th smile is back..
thou th picture is, hahahahha, a laughing stock maybe.. lols.
bestfriend, dont do publicity okayyyy. xb

ps,
im in class..
aftr forever of not attending lesson, im finally in school once again..
hahahaha.
but th class is getting outta hand, like really... dumb shyt..
okay bye.

2008-09-18T21:46:00.002+08:00

Listening apologise

joyce'sister,
im very lost for words..
ive seen yer 5msges long text nd seriously im lost for words..
all th spins in my mind is, thanks nd sorries..
im more thn thankful tht ive sucha sister..
who's thr no matter th sky is clear or th dark clouds are invading..
being understanding nd everything..
you'd be my dearest sister now nd always you will be..
\m,

idk wht's going on..
i got home early tday,
mum nd dad's quarreling ovr my i/c shyt..
wtf?!
wht's th difference between holiday nd school day.
i mean like, id still be taking th train thr on my own nd returning on my own right..
wht's thr t fight ovr..
i fucking dont understand!

seriously i swear,
life is a stress..
as i told corin, whn im carefree, thr's totally nthg bothering me. to th extend whrby ive t look for smthg t stress about..
nd whn things come, everything bombard me at e same time.. damn fuck'd up i swear!
speaking of corin,
thanks for breaking th news to me, thou its alil inaccurate nd certainly at e wrong point of time..
still, thanks alot girl.. (:
id talk t her nd hopefully she'd cheer up.. (:

2008-09-18T00:47:00.003+08:00

Listening why cant i

no point looking back..

move on . . .

caught thedays tday..

nice show..

i like th starting..

make me think back, 6 7 years back..

as i mentioned in e previous entry, all had gone their own ways.

well, th show is rlly nice.. id giv it 3.5 outta 5 smack..

rate it down for its ending..

shall not be a spoiler nd talk bout it any further..

catch is soon peopo.. =D

nd urhm,

nthg... tala~ :D

2008-09-17T00:01:00.002+08:00

Listening mumu's blog song

beautiful clouds. :D

kpool with shannon nd wilson earlier tday..
chill'd at macs thn t pohkim thn t arcade..
dang th para thr la i swear..

went ovr t 324 aftrwhich..
ball awhile nd chill at e blocks until like 9pm..
met peilin'sister for alil while nd left for home at 10...

oh jyea, camwhored with wilson nd shannon too..
check this out, damnmnmmnzxczczx unglam i swear..

we were kinda high thn... xDD

till thn~

one by one,
jeff kantong 18months, fine, demote.
xiaohao, worst case.
sigh, wht's happening t my clique! ):
i dun want t loose you people, you guys.
i wanna speed down aye cutting corners at 140kph with you guys in time t come!

this clique, had been ard for years.
since im in primary school,
at least a good 7years!
some come nd left..
put behind bars,
went t e underworld,
change for th better..
wht more's gonna happen t this clique..
nthg please.. )):

lastly, myself. (:

2008-09-15T23:41:00.002+08:00

Listening i not stupid 2 ost

th moon's dang bright tday.. i like~

westmall

took e wrong bus

gombak

jec

arena

jurong point

nearly lost my purse&phone

back home

no life~

anyhow, how's this.

looks nice? :D

nd im going t school tmr! fk'd..

2008-09-15T17:19:00.002+08:00

Listening always be my baby

nd jyea, went for some mid autumn event for th past weekend.
tday's monday nd im free.. :D
slpt till like 2pm.. bwaha! be jealous, people.. xD

watch'd tv all day long, dang lame..
im craving for macspicy, macchicken nd macnuggets, any kind souls wanna buy me those?
i promise id be nice t you.. lmao.

nd yesyes, i wanna watch thedays !
anyone? :D

something more practical,
dinner tgt anyone? :D

2008-09-13T02:37:00.002+08:00

Listening yi lu xiang bei

caught babylon a.d. earlier tday..
it was quite a great show i tot..
giv it, 4 outta 5 munch.. =D
catch it soon ppl..
nd thr'r new flicks which seems nice coming up..
moviemarathon anyone? :D

4sept from joyce'angelsister.. =D
thanks sister, thou it took me quite awhile t understand..
my chinese's totally cmi as you know.. o(^.^')o

presenting ...

aprilia rs125

and!

yamaha r15.. :DD

which ride is nicer!
gimme comment girls,
gimme tips guys.. xD
im considering which t get.. ahahaha.

thts all for now, m gonna do some research nd watch my koizora..
till thn~ =D

2008-09-12T01:43:00.000+08:00

Listening dragostea din tei

new url,
new skin..
url from my mumu. llz.. :D
skin by myself, ive a white version too..
nd its specially for mumu..
talala~

hasnt been blogging for quite sometime due t some reasons so yea..
now tht ive a new blog, id be back t daily blogging.. i hope.

i miss mumu limliangzi,
i miss sarahhopeiying,
i miss darlene,
i miss charlene,
i miss peilin.
i miss daniel,
i miss chenghong,
i miss gabriel,
i miss philbert,
i miss zuguang..
i wanna catch up with you ppl soon!

i wanna get a aprilia rs125 / yamah r15 soon!
gimme views on which looks nicer. (picture on nxt entry)

i wanna go t sentosa,
i wanna go t cathay's starbucks,
i wanna go for movie marathon,
i wanna go up kent ridge,
i wanna go t bed. -.-

thr's so many wants!
at least ive got some of my wants done.. tada!
enough for now, im gonna turn in, having things on tmr in e morng.. T-T
gotta get up at like 0930, any kind souls willing t gimme morng call? xD

nights!